Remake

We were broken
I don't know if we fixed ourselves or we tried to fix one another.
It cost us
It costs you
It costs me the most.
We failed miserably at that.

The world what i had in mind shattered
Then we tried to fix it
The one thing a man truly have is his hopes
Take away that and he is nothing.
I lost hope therefor i am nothing.

My conscience in no longer right.
My mind is haywire
My body is getting weaker
My soul is broken that is.
I do not know how to fix this.

I certainly want to fix it.
I want to be happy
I want to be like other people
I want us
Us as in you and me.

If it’s meant to,it will be.

To the naked eye

You may have said it. or maybe i just can't remember anything anymore.
Can't really differentiate reality or fantasy these days.
I kept it real. The whole package.
Real than any other realist

The fact that none of it matters,money,love,life as death would come for us all.
Living life and knowing that there is no such thing as coincidence.

As everything happens for a reason and somehow there is nothing and I mean nothing than you could to can change it.
Point is,Fate is inevitable.

Probably at some point of your life you did love me.
But we both knew,that you only loved the idea of me.
Not me.
Only the good things you see.
Meanwhile,
i love you.

Hamba

Tuhan itu Maha Adil.
Bukan kerana Dia beri apa yang aku hendakkan.
Dia berikan aku apa yang aku perlukan.

Maha Mengetahui
Walaupun Dia tahu akan isi hati aku
Namun Dia lebih mengetahui akan takdir ku.

Takdir
Tidak akan aku mampu untuk mengubah takdir.
Kerana aku tidak berkuasa seperti Dia.

Maha Berkuasa
Hanya Dia yang mampu megubah segalanya.
Kerana Dia Maha Berkuasa.

Aku hanyalah seorang hamba

Final

I miss you.
I love you.

The two sentences that you will never hear i say it to you again.


You're the one.
But you're the one who got away and i know you'll always be that.

We are perfect for each other.
Too perfect that we'll hurt each other if we to be together.

I love you so much.
That it kills me when you say no to us.

If its meant to be,it will be.
It wouldn't be.
Not in this life probably.

Love fade you said.
For you it would.
For me,its like i've been played.
But if i was being played,
How come the feelings is so real?

Deep down you know it real.
You know it wasn't a game for me
It wasn't a game for you.
Its just fate.

He knows better,you and me sure of it.
But the pain and agony i felt.
I'm the only person will live to tell it.
Worry not,i'll keep this to myself.
Just like my love to you,
I'll keep it locked deep down inside.
This is my little secret.
Forever and Always.

Brick by brick

Rome wasn't built in a day. These words lingers around in my mind everyday.
Slowly,i'm trying to build an empire.

Mercy

There are only two explanation. 1st would be that she moved on completely from me and 2nd is that she hates me. Either way,make me forget her Ya Rabb. Have mercy on me and help me forget her.