Congrats

I wish

I wish i could change places with him. I rather feel the pain he's feeling than watching him feel the pain.

I wish i've graduated and able to be by his side

I wish i don't posses any type of emotion.

I wish that my life wouldn't suck this much.

Selfish

I'm selfish. I put myself before others. I want things that i can't have. Regardless of who's button i got to push,i'd still want what i want.

Learn

To be able to accept how certain things are is something that i should learn. I don't know how long till i move on. I don't even know if i want to move on. What i'm certain of is that i love her.

if only i could make you believe the fact that i need you in my life.

I'm not ok

Words hurts. I'm gonna let time heal it.

Semoga kau bahagia.

Safe flight love.I'm restraining myself from venting.That is the last thing I want to do.I've read that it does not make your ex feel better.Only annoys them.Therefore I'm sorry that I vent out a lot.

Reminiscing

I don't know where are we headed now and I'm trying my best not to think bout it.Just going with the flow.The hardest part in this chapter is the reminiscing the memories we had.Its not like I'm doing it on purpose.Sometimes it comes just like that.We had a pretty good run.Achieved a lot of milestones.Things don't work out as I thought it would in the end but it's okay.He knows better.

Happy Birthday Love.