I wish

I wish i could change places with him. I rather feel the pain he's feeling than watching him feel the pain.

I wish i've graduated and able to be by his side

I wish i don't posses any type of emotion.

I wish that my life wouldn't suck this much.

Selfish

I'm selfish. I put myself before others. I want things that i can't have. Regardless of who's button i got to push,i'd still want what i want.

Learn

To be able to accept how certain things are is something that i should learn. I don't know how long till i move on. I don't even know if i want to move on. What i'm certain of is that i love her.

if only i could make you believe the fact that i need you in my life.

I'm not ok